I feel trapped! Have you ever felt trapped by the person you want to be versed the person you are? I want to be happy, but I always feel sad. I want to be skinny, but I’m always so hungry. Or this one…. I want to be a writer, but what if what I write isn’t profound enough. It feels like the next step you take has to be your best one or it’s not worth taking it at all. But I am writing this blog to remind myself that it doesn’t matter. My best foot forward is the way forward.

This year is the year of writing! While I said that last year, i’m serious!! I plan to post a blog post at the minimum weekly! And I WILL write this book! There are many times in my life that I don’t do things out of fear of failure! But the thing is, now I’m not afraid to fail! I’m ok as long as I try! So each day I will be intentional about doing what I said I would do! Are you with me?

Chastising feels so hateful! I mean speak your truth, but each word I hear, each thing you say, sounds hateful! I feel hated, and I hate that feeling. It feels like a confirmation notice that my life is falling part. I feel like I have to thread lightly because the rug keeps getting pulled from under me. I question if I should even put the rug back considering it only gives them an opportunity to pull it again. I don’t know, hopefully things get better!